why?

really f*ing down today. so homesick for NY and my friends I can't barely stand it. this school is disorganized. good at taking your money, but poor on follow up. i live in utter chaos. they billed this residence as a decent accomodation for a 'mature' students but that was a lie. i get woke up every single morning by either my roomates, the stupid cunts downstairs, a fire test or something. i am so sick of politically correct multiculturalism. WHEN IN ROME motherfuckers.

on the academic front, i like some of the courses, but they've accelerated the schedule to fit undergrads _insert reason__________ so we are rushing huge disseration preliminaries in, and then sit here with no structured course for 6 months. then we wait another 4 months to graduate. i dunno. i just. don't. know.

all i can say today is that if i were offered the wish to *poof* be back in my east village apartment, enrolled in city college and have my life back...i just. don't. know.

the world is preparing for war. i must keep this in mind.

love

m