future wha?

so I am sitting here in the middle of yen & yang - the place I always spout off to people in need as the place they need to be. nice when the world holds up a mirror. today, i dunno if i will make it through to fall. this room is noisy - the f*cking neanderthal children that live downstairs think they answer to no one (see http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Red_China ). and no I'm not being a f*cking racist - you take 22 year old rich kids who have no brothers or sisters and put them underneath you to live for a year. kum-bay-ya. at this rate I'll be an angry imperialist by the time I am 40.

i did manage a nights sleep last night. so not AS tired as the past week has dictated. fell asleep in class yesterday. got too much going on. fought the school for breech of contract, as mentioned earlier. DID get my grades though - top third of the class. borderline honors/distinction. hooray. now if I can find 10 quiet minutes to do more. and more. and more.

i need to get a newer computer so I can be mobile again. this apple is one of the million defective products unleashed onto the public by apple. they admit the problem, now I am supposed to wait 3-6 weeks while they fix it. i hope apple chokes on itself. we've been choking on their crap expensive computers and baited marketing strategies for years. but then, is bill gates the final solution?

love,

martin